{"id":176,"date":"2006-11-22T16:23:25","date_gmt":"2006-11-22T16:23:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/2006\/11\/22\/utaniyorum-allahim\/"},"modified":"2006-11-22T16:23:25","modified_gmt":"2006-11-22T16:23:25","slug":"utaniyorum-allahim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/2006\/mayis-2006\/utaniyorum-allahim\/","title":{"rendered":"UTANIYORUM ALLAHIM!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0  <\/p>\n<p> Y\u00fcz\u00fcm k\u0131zar\u0131r hatam\u0131, hat\u0131rlad\u0131k\u00e7a Efendim  <\/p>\n<p> Sana mahcup ve mahzunum; utan\u0131yorum Allah\u0131m!  <\/p>\n<p> Sermayemi sele verdim, iflas ed\u00fcben t\u00fckendim  <\/p>\n<p> Hala, verdi\u011fim s\u00f6zleri, tutam\u0131yorum Allah\u0131m!..  <\/p>\n<p>  \u00a0  <\/p>\n<p> Acep i\u00e7im d\u0131\u015fa \u00e7\u0131ksa, y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakan olur mu?  <\/p>\n<p> Ayar\u0131m a\u015fik\u00e2r olsa, adam yerine konur mu?  <\/p>\n<p> \u0130nsafa gel, eya nefsim; yalanc\u0131 \u015f\u00f6hret, onur mu?  <\/p>\n<p> Hidayet buyurdun, kendimi; tan\u0131yorum Allah\u0131m!..  <\/p>\n<p> &#160; <\/p>\n<p> Korkmam gerek ak\u0131betten; ki Azrail iblis olur  <\/p>\n<p> Tevhit teslise d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fse; Bitlis iken Tiflis olur  <\/p>\n<p> Her g\u00fcnah, k\u00fcf\u00fcr tohumu; \u015feytan sular, filiz olur  <\/p>\n<p> Bir damlam\u0131, nur deryana; katam\u0131yorum Allah\u0131m!  <\/p>\n<p> &#160; <\/p>\n<p> \u0130kram\u0131n\u0131 be\u011fenmedim; nimete nank\u00f6rl\u00fck ettim  <\/p>\n<p> Garip d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcne vermedim; bo\u015f yere bonkerlik ettim  <\/p>\n<p> Rahmet evinde beslendim; \u015feytana askerlik ettim  <\/p>\n<p> D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e lokmalar\u0131m, yutam\u0131yorum Allah\u0131m!..  <\/p>\n<p> &#160; <\/p>\n<p> Ben kuluna ac\u0131y\u0131p ta, hat\u0131rlatt\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131  <\/p>\n<p> Yoksa kime arz ederdim, her gece g\u00fcnd\u00fcz ah\u0131m\u0131  <\/p>\n<p> Bunca isyan\u0131ma ra\u011fmen, kapatmad\u0131n derg\u00e2h\u0131n\u0131  <\/p>\n<p> Sonsuz ihsan\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131p, yatam\u0131yorum Allah\u0131m!..  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0  <\/p>\n<p> Y\u00fcz\u00fcm k\u0131zar\u0131r hatam\u0131, hat\u0131rlad\u0131k\u00e7a Efendim  <\/p>\n<p> Sana mahcup ve mahzunum; utan\u0131yorum Allah\u0131m!  <\/p>\n<p> Sermayemi sele verdim, iflas ed\u00fcben t\u00fckendim  <\/p>\n<p> Hala, verdi\u011fim s\u00f6zleri, tutam\u0131yorum Allah\u0131m!..  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":23,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-176","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mayis-2006"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/23"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=176"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=176"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=176"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=176"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}