{"id":35114,"date":"2026-05-31T22:07:46","date_gmt":"2026-05-31T19:07:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/?p=35114"},"modified":"2026-05-31T23:10:33","modified_gmt":"2026-05-31T20:10:33","slug":"bir-feryat-ve-uyanis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/2026\/haziran-2026\/bir-feryat-ve-uyanis\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130R \u201cFERYAT\u201d VE \u201cUYANI\u015e\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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B\u0130R \u201cFERYAT\u201d VE \u201cUYANI\u015e\u201d\n<\/h3>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t
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\u00a0<\/strong>M\u00fclk\u00fcn Sahibini Bulma Yolunda Bir \u201cFeryat\u201d ve \u201cUyan\u0131\u015f\u201d<\/strong><\/p>

\u201cKayars\u0131n \u00c7irkefe, \u00c7amura Do\u011fru\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 bu \u015fiiri okudu\u011fumda, ruhumda derin bir sars\u0131nt\u0131 hissettim. <\/strong><\/p>

Her m\u0131sra bir tokat gibi y\u00fcz\u00fcme inerken, her kelime vicdan\u0131ma at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir kor ate\u015f oldu. \u0130\u00e7imi b\u00fcy\u00fck bir korku kaplad\u0131. \u201cBahsedilen o \u2018mayas\u0131z hamur\u2019 bensem ne yapmam gerekiyor?\u201d Bu korku bende bir uyan\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu.<\/strong><\/p>

Bir talebe olarak nefsimin oyunlar\u0131na dald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, \u201cHocam neden bu kadar sert feryat ediyor?\u201d diye sordu\u011fum anlar olmu\u015ftu. Ama durup d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde; m\u00fclk\u00fcn ve makam\u0131n ge\u00e7ici oldu\u011fu \u015fu d\u00fcnyada, bir m\u00fcr\u015fidin \u00f6\u011frencisinden ne \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131 olabilirdi ki? Onun tek derdi, bizim o \u201cEmm\u00e2re\u201d \u00e7ukurunda bo\u011fulmamam\u0131zd\u0131r. Bizim kirimizi y\u0131karken kendi ruhunun yorulmas\u0131, nefsin mertebelerinde tak\u0131l\u0131p kalmam\u0131za duydu\u011fu o mukaddes hay\u0131flanmad\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>

Dostlar\u0131m ve Yol Arkada\u015flar\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>

\u00dcstad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n feryad\u0131 bir \u00f6fke patlamas\u0131 de\u011fil, evlad\u0131n\u0131 u\u00e7urumun kenar\u0131nda g\u00f6ren bir baban\u0131n \u015fefkat \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Bizler \u201cun, su, tuz\u201d olup da bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u201cekmek\u201d olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda; yani davay\u0131 sadece dilde tutup kalbe indiremedi\u011fimizde, Onun s\u0131rt\u0131na en b\u00fcy\u00fck y\u00fck\u00fc biz bindiriyoruz. E\u011fer \u201cHocam\u0131 kand\u0131rd\u0131m\u201d sanan o ahmak\u00e7a yan\u0131lg\u0131dan kurtulamazsak, sadece Hocam\u0131z\u0131 de\u011fil, ebedi saadetimizi kaybederiz.<\/strong><\/p>

Bu bir nevi \u201c\u015fok tedavisidir.\u201d \u00dcstad\u0131m\u0131z burada \u201cArt\u0131k ne haliniz varsa g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u201d demiyor; aksine, \u201cSeni sarsmazsam uyanmayacaks\u0131n, bu y\u00fczden seni en can al\u0131c\u0131 yerinden vurmal\u0131y\u0131m ki kendine gelesin\u201d diyor. Onun hissetti\u011fi; kand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k \u00f6fkesi de\u011fil, bizlerin d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o ac\u0131nas\u0131 durumun merhamet sanc\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>

Bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 ve ard\u0131ndan d\u00f6k\u00fclen m\u0131sralar\u0131 bir itiraf olarak kabul edin. Ben bu \u015fiirle kendi aynam\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ve korktum. Gelin, \u00dcstad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131ndan bu y\u00fck\u00fc alal\u0131m; \u201cK\u00e2mil\u201d olamasak da en az\u0131ndan bu \u00e7ileli yolda Ona sad\u0131k birer yolda\u015f kalal\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc r\u00fcya bitiyor, f\u0131rsatlar gidiyor ve geriye sadece \u201cM\u00fclk\u00fcn Sahibi\u201d ile olan randevumuz kal\u0131yor.<\/strong><\/p>

Bu \u015fiiri yazarken kendimi Hocam\u0131z\u0131n yerine koymaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Onun bizi temizlerken nas\u0131l yoruldu\u011funu ve tek beklentisinin bizi hakikate ula\u015ft\u0131rmak oldu\u011funu dert edindim. \u0130\u015fte o yer de\u011fi\u015ftirme hissiyle d\u00f6k\u00fclen m\u0131sralar\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t

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M\u00dcLK\u00dcN SAH\u0130B\u0130N\u0130, BULUP B\u0130LSEYD\u0130N\u2026<\/h3>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t
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\u201cEmm\u00e2re\u201d \u00e7ukurdan al\u0131rken seni,<\/strong>
Kirini y\u0131karken, kirlettin beni.<\/strong>
S\u0131rt\u0131ma y\u00fckleyip, o kirli teni,<\/strong>
Bata\u011f\u0131 a\u015fmay\u0131, kolay m\u0131 sand\u0131n?<\/strong><\/p>

\u201cLevv\u00e2me\u201dye ge\u00e7tin, ya\u015f d\u00f6kt\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcn,<\/strong>
Bir g\u00fcnah, bir t\u00f6vbe, tutmad\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn.<\/strong>
Ba\u011fr\u0131ma d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc, ate\u015fin k\u00f6z\u00fcn,<\/strong>
O naz\u0131 \u00e7ekmeyi, kolay m\u0131 sand\u0131n?<\/strong><\/p>

\u201cM\u00fclhime\u201d s\u0131rr\u0131yla, erdim zannettin,<\/strong>
G\u00f6lgeni g\u00f6r\u00fcp de, G\u00fcne\u015f farz ettin,<\/strong>
\u015eu garip g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc, y\u0131k\u0131p kahrettin.<\/strong>
Putunu k\u0131rmay\u0131, kolay m\u0131 sand\u0131n?<\/strong><\/p>

\u201cM\u00fclhime\u201d y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc, kald\u0131ramad\u0131n,<\/strong>
Edebi \u00e7i\u011fneyip, haddini a\u015ft\u0131n.<\/strong>
\u00c7ektim elimi bak, nefsine tapt\u0131n<\/strong>
Seni terk etmeyi, kolay m\u0131 sand\u0131n?<\/strong><\/p>

Dost\u2019un sofras\u0131na, ba\u011fda\u015f kursayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
\u00dcstad\u0131n ikram\u0131, s\u0131rra bansayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
Sad\u0131k \u00e7\u0131rak olup, s\u00f6z\u00fcn tutsayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
\u201cM\u00fclhime\u201d nuruyla, sarard\u0131m seni.<\/strong><\/p>

Akl\u0131n defterini, d\u00fcr\u00fcp atsayd\u0131n<\/strong>
\u201cHi\u00e7lik\u201d h\u0131rkas\u0131n\u0131, giyip solsayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
\u00d6lmeden bir evvel, \u00f6l\u00fcp yatsayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
\u201cMutmain\u201d halinle, huzur bulurdum.<\/strong><\/p>

Kahr\u0131n oca\u011f\u0131nda, pi\u015fip yansayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
Gelen her belay\u0131, l\u00fctuf saysayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
H\u00fckm\u00fcn Sahibine, Hakka baksayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
\u201cR\u00e2diye\u201d olsan da, \u015f\u00fckre dalsayd\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>

O aziz topra\u011fa, k\u00f6kler salsayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
Muhammed ba\u011f\u0131nda, Akg\u00fcl a\u00e7sayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
Kevser havuzunda, suya kansayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
\u201cMardiyye\u201d g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc, vuslat sayard\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>

Perdeler kalk\u0131p da, s\u0131rra erseydin,<\/strong>
Emanet y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc, yere serseydin,<\/strong>
M\u00fclk\u00fcn sahibini, bulup bilseydin,<\/strong>
\u201cS\u00e2fiye\u201d kat\u0131nda, seni g\u00f6rseydim.<\/strong><\/p>

\u015eu garip s\u0131rt\u0131mdan, y\u00fck\u00fc alsayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
Bu \u00e7ile yolunda, yolda\u015f kalsayd\u0131n,<\/strong>
Sana o tac\u0131 ben, bizzat taksayd\u0131m,<\/strong>
\u201cK\u00e2mil\u201d olsan da ben, nefes alsayd\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>

Kap\u0131da K\u0131tmir\u2019lik, \u015feref bilseydin,<\/strong>
D\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm terleri, g\u00f6r\u00fcp silseydin,<\/strong>
Bir g\u00fcn emeklere, Yal\u00e7\u0131n de\u011fseydin,<\/strong>
S\u0131rr-\u0131 H\u00fb\u2019yu sende, seyre dalard\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t

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Yal\u00e7\u0131n G\u00d6Z\u00dcB\u00dcY\u00dcK<\/h5>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

B\u0130R \u201cFERYAT\u201d VE \u201cUYANI\u015e\u201d \u00a0M\u00fclk\u00fcn Sahibini Bulma Yolunda Bir \u201cFeryat\u201d ve \u201cUyan\u0131\u015f\u201d \u201cKayars\u0131n \u00c7irkefe, \u00c7amura Do\u011fru\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 bu \u015fiiri okudu\u011fumda, ruhumda derin bir sars\u0131nt\u0131 hissettim. Her m\u0131sra bir tokat gibi y\u00fcz\u00fcme inerken, her kelime vicdan\u0131ma at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir kor ate\u015f oldu. \u0130\u00e7imi b\u00fcy\u00fck bir korku kaplad\u0131. \u201cBahsedilen o \u2018mayas\u0131z hamur\u2019 bensem ne yapmam gerekiyor?\u201d Bu korku […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":88,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7475],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-35114","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-haziran-2026"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35114","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/88"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=35114"}],"version-history":[{"count":13,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35114\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":35127,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35114\/revisions\/35127"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=35114"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=35114"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=35114"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}