{"id":647,"date":"2004-05-01T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2004-05-01T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/2004\/05\/01\/kandirdi-ben\/"},"modified":"2026-07-31T10:03:30","modified_gmt":"2026-07-31T07:03:30","slug":"kandirdi-beni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/2004\/mayis-2004\/kandirdi-beni\/","title":{"rendered":"KANDIRDI BEN\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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KANDIRDI BEN\u0130<\/h3>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t
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Hep kader her \u015feye h\u00fckmediyordu
<\/span>Nefsim tevekk\u00fclden cayd\u0131rd\u0131 beni!
<\/span>Vicdan\u0131m, “pe\u015fine gitme!” diyordu
<\/span>Yine de \u015feytan\u0131m kand\u0131rd\u0131 beni!<\/span><\/p>

Hidayet ve huzur, ne b\u00fcy\u00fck devlet
<\/span>Her t\u00fcrl\u00fc felaket kap\u0131s\u0131: Gaflet
<\/span>D\u00fcnya dedikleri, bir s\u00fcr\u00fc k\u00fclfet
<\/span>De\u011fersiz \u00e7\u00f6p \u00e7ak\u0131l, sayd\u0131rd\u0131 beni!<\/span><\/p>

Kimi deli, kimi veli san\u0131yor
<\/span>Nefsim ne uzla\u015f\u0131yor, ne uslan\u0131yor
<\/span>D\u00fc\u015fmanlar davac\u0131 , dost usan\u0131yor
<\/span>Yaln\u0131z be\u015f-on sad\u0131k kay\u0131rd\u0131 beni!<\/span><\/p>

Ge\u00e7sem bu benlikten, ersem birli\u011fe
<\/span>Ruhumla bar\u0131\u015fsam, girsem dirli\u011fe
<\/span>Aldanmay\u0131n sak\u0131n bu \u015fairli\u011fe
<\/span>Laf\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k; safl\u0131ktan ay\u0131rd\u0131 beni!<\/span><\/p>

Ak\u0131ll\u0131, muttaki rol\u00fc oynad\u0131m
<\/span>Bo\u015f kaleye bele\u015f gol\u00fc oynad\u0131m
<\/span>Hem Ahmet, bazen ak-g\u00fcl\u00fc oynad\u0131m
<\/span>Her ikisi birden kand\u0131rd\u0131 beni!<\/span><\/p>

Nefsimle t\u00fckendim, gayr\u0131 t\u0131kand\u0131m
<\/span>Hidayet nuruyla, yand\u0131m y\u0131kand\u0131m
<\/span>\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ki inand\u0131m, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ki kand\u0131m
<\/span>Sultan\u0131m l\u00fctfuyla uyard\u0131 beni!…<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00a0 <\/p>\n

Hep kader her \u015feye h\u00fckmediyordu <\/p>\n

Nefsim tevekk\u00fclden cayd\u0131rd\u0131 beni! <\/p>\n

Vicdan\u0131m, "pe\u015fine gitme!" diyordu <\/p>\n

Yine de \u015feytan\u0131m kand\u0131rd\u0131 beni! <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":98,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[57],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-647","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mayis-2004"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/647","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/98"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=647"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/647\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":36477,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/647\/revisions\/36477"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=647"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=647"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=647"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}