{"id":647,"date":"2004-05-01T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2004-05-01T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/2004\/05\/01\/kandirdi-ben\/"},"modified":"2004-05-01T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2004-05-01T00:00:00","slug":"kandirdi-beni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/2004\/mayis-2004\/kandirdi-beni\/","title":{"rendered":"KANDIRDI BEN\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0  <\/p>\n<p> Hep kader her \u015feye h\u00fckmediyordu  <\/p>\n<p> Nefsim tevekk\u00fclden cayd\u0131rd\u0131 beni!  <\/p>\n<p> Vicdan\u0131m, &quot;pe\u015fine gitme!&quot; diyordu  <\/p>\n<p> Yine de \u015feytan\u0131m kand\u0131rd\u0131 beni!  <\/p>\n<p>  \u00a0  <\/p>\n<p> Hidayet ve huzur, ne b\u00fcy\u00fck devlet  <\/p>\n<p> Her t\u00fcrl\u00fc felaket kap\u0131s\u0131: Gaflet  <\/p>\n<p> D\u00fcnya dedikleri, bir s\u00fcr\u00fc k\u00fclfet  <\/p>\n<p> De\u011fersiz \u00e7\u00f6p \u00e7ak\u0131l, sayd\u0131rd\u0131 beni!  <\/p>\n<p> &#160; <\/p>\n<p> Kimi deli, kimi veli san\u0131yor  <\/p>\n<p> Nefsim ne uzla\u015f\u0131yor, ne uslan\u0131yor  <\/p>\n<p> D\u00fc\u015fmanlar davac\u0131 , dost usan\u0131yor  <\/p>\n<p> Yaln\u0131z be\u015f-on sad\u0131k kay\u0131rd\u0131 beni!  <\/p>\n<p> &#160; <\/p>\n<p> Ge\u00e7sem bu benlikten, ersem birli\u011fe  <\/p>\n<p> Ruhumla bar\u0131\u015fsam, girsem dirli\u011fe  <\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-size: 8pt\">Aldanmay\u0131n sak\u0131n bu \u015fairli\u011fe<\/span>  <\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-size: 8pt\">Laf\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k; safl\u0131ktan ay\u0131rd\u0131 beni!<\/span>  <\/p>\n<p> &#160; <\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-size: 8pt\">Ak\u0131ll\u0131, muttaki rol\u00fc oynad\u0131m<\/span>  <\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-size: 8pt\">Bo\u015f kaleye bele\u015f gol\u00fc oynad\u0131m<\/span>  <\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-size: 8pt\">Hem Ahmet, bazen ak-g\u00fcl\u00fc oynad\u0131m<\/span>  <\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-size: 8pt\">Her ikisi birden kand\u0131rd\u0131 beni!<\/span>  <\/p>\n<p> &#160; <\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-size: 8pt\">Nefsimle t\u00fckendim, gayr\u0131 t\u0131kand\u0131m<\/span>  <\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-size: 8pt\">Hidayet nuruyla, yand\u0131m y\u0131kand\u0131m<\/span>  <\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-size: 8pt\">\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ki inand\u0131m, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ki kand\u0131m<\/span>  <\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-size: 8pt\">Sultan\u0131m l\u00fctfuyla uyard\u0131 beni!&#8230;<\/span>  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0  <\/p>\n<p> Hep kader her \u015feye h\u00fckmediyordu  <\/p>\n<p> Nefsim tevekk\u00fclden cayd\u0131rd\u0131 beni!  <\/p>\n<p> Vicdan\u0131m, &quot;pe\u015fine gitme!&quot; diyordu  <\/p>\n<p> Yine de \u015feytan\u0131m kand\u0131rd\u0131 beni!  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":98,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[57],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-647","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mayis-2004"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/647","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/98"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=647"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/647\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=647"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=647"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.millicozum.com\/mc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=647"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}